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A snack and a dessert

Last week while lunching with my sketcher pals at Tiong Bahru Hawker Center, I had two new additions to my ever expanding knowledge of local dishes.

I was ploughing through a plate of noodles topped with roasted pork slices and a bowl of clear soup with light fluffy wantons floating on the surface when Paul landed a plate of Chwee Kweh and a bowl of cooling Cheng Teng on our table and said, “try these”. He seemed rather pleased and glanced over his loot with such undeniable sense of achievement that I wondered if mountains were moved and demons were slain to win these back from the dragon’s den! Pretty close actually, considering the heat, humidity and long lunch time queues he must have endured to score some of this hawker center’s best offerings.

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Chwee Kweh, a white muffin shaped item (top right on my sketchbook) is a kind of steamed rice cake which was served on waxed paper and seemed bland by itself but when eaten with the salty, garlicky preserved radish relish, it hit all the right notes. “It’s a very popular snack in Singapore”, said my friends understandably when they saw me stealing second, third..fifth helpings. I managed a muffled “mmm…hmm” in between mouthfuls. They withdrew their chopsticks gently and let me finish every last bit of it.

Cheng Teng, sketched on the bottom right wasn’t an instant hit, maybe because I’m not big on desserts but what won me over eventually were its mild sweetness (from rock sugar) and cooling nature. The dish looked like brown frozen soup in a glass bowl filled with a slew of goodies known to have health benefits like gingko nuts, dried longan, winter melons, dried persimmon, sago, barley pearls, red dates and such, making it a dessert that you can sip and chew and have fun with, apparently. Paul kept asking me to dig deep with my spoon to scoop up the dried fruits along with the frozen soup and every time I did, we checked what was unearthed. “Look, persimmons.. there, get the water chestnut, quick! Aw.. it slipped. Try again”.

 

 

 

The ‘Plus Five Hundred’ walks

 

The title maybe beguiling but isn’t misleading I assure you. Here’s the story.

Right after returning from our trip to New York, we were hit with severe jet lag. Time difference had throttled our body clock. It was agonising to stay awake during the day and by night time we felt so alive and active that it was impossible to sleep. So to ease back into the GMT+08:00 time zone as quickly as possible we hatched a plan and decided to execute it immediately. Being the long new year weekend, timing was perfect and the idea was simple –  we must tire ourselves so much during the day that we’d just zonk out by nightfall. But how does one make that happen?

By taking very long walks to get our morning coffee.

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Okay, hmm…but where could we go? Maybe to a cafe/bakery that opens really early and is far enough to warrant a long walk. Quick search on the internet revealed that Tiong Bahru Bakery on Eng Hoon Street is about 5kms from our house and if we set off slightly before 7 in the morning, we could be standing first in line when their door opens. Trust me, there is a line of eager beavers queuing up to grab a seat even before the door opens.

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Some of the goodies at TBB

Besides solving the problem which it was designed for, the walk itself seemed enjoyable, more than we imagined because the two bugaboos – heat and humidity were missing from the equation. Save for the construction workers, a handful of buses, bicyclists and domestic helpers speeding towards Lucky Plaza to spend their day off, the roads were empty, the street lights were on, the sky was mellow and there was a breeze that blew our hair and dried our sweat when we climbed up an incline.

About 7000 steps later we pushed through the wooden door of Tiong Bahru Bakery where giddy with self approbation (and air-conditioning), we rewarded ourselves with sugary buttery treats to accompany the beverages. I wouldn’t mention how they fared because in Singapore, the city of gourmands, the queue for food does all the talking. And there was one snaking from the already house-full cafe’s entrance door till the cash counter which revealed how popular their goodies are with the locals and expats.

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Patrons queueing up inside Tiong Bahru Bakery

Suffice it to say that if you’ve eaten here once chances are you will come back, many more times. Unless we are out of the country, this is where we can be found every Sunday morning swirling in the glistening folds of a Kouign Amann or nestling inside the flaky comfort of an Almond Croissant. Because it was so enjoyable we started walking our way back home from the cafe, making the journey a total of 10kms which should’ve made it the most salubrious habit we ever nurtured if we didn’t know counting. But since we do, here’s the math – for every 500 calories we lose on the walk we pile on 1000 more from our cloying lapse in judgement making the count, you guessed it – plus five hundred. If there’s a lesson to be learnt from this mood dampening revelation it would be to never overthink when you’re having fun.

So naturally, the plus five hundred walks are very much on. Also, should jet lag strike again, we now have the perfect antidote.

 

 

 

 

Now, where was I ?

Would you believe? In New York City! Yes, that happened a couple of months ago while the world was preparing to cross over to 2016. I had been travelling to more places ever since, hence the frigid months-long-blog-posting-hibernation. But I’ve emerged now and not empty handed. Prepare to wallow in the big stack of stories and drawings I gathered on this journey.

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The  NYC concertina sketchbook begins with a portrait of me and my husband inside an oval disc. Caveat: My husband would like the readers to know that ‘we don’t wear red dots on our cheeks in real life’.

Now, we’ve been to New York before and seen everything a wide eyed first time visitor could in a week or so. If Lonely Planet authors saw our stained, battered, frayed, dog eared, page marked (with coloured stickers) copy of the guidebook, they would’ve have teared up a little with pride.

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I thought packing was exciting but drawing while packing is exciting and gratifying

‘But did we really ‘see’ New York?’, a question we asked ourselves 6 years hence. We speed dated her for sure and then hopped on a return flight smug and reassured. But did we listen to it, smell it, taste it and feel its beating heart? In a bid to see more and newer places, we don’t always get to connect on a deeper level. It was time for a revisit and the plan was to slow down and get to know our date for real.

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I had a 4 hour layover in Hong Kong and plenty of time to sketch

In about 23 hours Cathay Pacific dropped me at Newark and without paying the slightest heed to jet lag, I dropped my bags at the hotel on West 36th Street, locked arms with my man and marched straight to Times Square. Unless your eyes have been blinded by the countless neon lit billboards and elbows have nudged a hundred others to make way up those ruby red glass stairs on top of Broadway’s ticket booth, you don’t feel you’ve arrived in New York.

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This was the view from our room on the 13th floor of La Soleil Hotel

Guys, if you really crane your neck, and if the weather is good, you may (enunciated just enough to not raise the slightest expectation)….see the Empire State Building“, said the guy at the hotel concierge, while handing us the keys. Our windows framed the archetypal New York image – the back of a dated Raw Umber coloured brick building topped with distinctive cylindrical water tanks with conical hats and in the background, rising above the humdrum was exactly what the concierge guy hesitantly suggested we may find.

I sketched the scene first thing in the morning, over a few sittings. The building housed several offices and I started off on an awkward eye contact basis with the employees sitting by the windows and then graduated to short occasional nods. Over the course of few days, I inadvertently spied on a bunch of New Yorkers going about the business of making a living. I watched them switch on computers, hang their coats, water plants, pour coffee, shuffle papers, answer phones or lean on their neighbour to crack a joke. It was as if someone laid open a swiss watch for me to admire the mechanism inside. It was intimate and voyeuristic and I found myself wondering what it would be like to live in this city, maybe work at one of these places.

DAY 1

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The Washington State Arch at Washington State Park.

And the feeling grew stronger when I stood in front of the triumphal arch in Washington State Park the next day. It was a crisp winter morning and the air was moist and the shadows long. We exhaled white puffy clouds through our nose and mouths. The brown, barren trees poked their gnarly fingers into the blue sky and I couldn’t find a spot of green anywhere until my eyes rested on the giant Christmas tree behind the arch. A musician was playing a piano about 100 meters away and what enchanting music he made. It slowed the joggers down, distracted the dog walkers, hooked the cyclists, stopped the morning walkers, passersby and me on our tracks. With sun on our faces we stilled our souls and listened.

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East and West can get a bit muddled up when you’re only two days into the city! JOE at Waverly Place is definitely in West village and the cutest little place to hang out too.

We’d started the day at Joe, at Waverly Place with hot chocolate and buttery croissant, sitting by the window listening to a real life Carrie Bradshaw and gang spill personal details about their lives over coffee and watching people walk by in deer antler headbands, lugging Christmas trees. One of the apartments opposite the broad sidewalk had a “To Rent” sign hanging outside its balcony. ‘I’m really interested’. Wait, did I say that out loud?

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Lunch at Spotted Pig / Amy’s Bread in Chelsea Food market had a wreath made of bread!

West Village was winning me over. Inside its quaint, historic, low-key exterior, I was uncovering a very contemporary and classy interior. On a walk on Bleecker Street, clusters of boutique shops housing designer clothes, shoes, bags, hats, accessories, upscale restaurants, decades old patisseries, record stores and cafes waved at us from their unassuming casings. We had lunch at a gastropub that didn’t look like much from outside but had a michelin star and 2 hour wait for a table unless we ate at the bar. Propped on a bar stool, I sketched Spotted Pig’s vintage beer tap handles while waiting for our Haddock Chowder and Burger. Later we watched the Hudson River swallow the sun in one bug gulp from High Line and then sneaked into Chelsea Market for Peppermint tea at Amy’s Bread.

DAY 2

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I sketched the interior of the Grand Central Station from the Apple shop which is right up the stairs and a great vantage point to soak up the action and the architecture.

Some events make such impact on the mind that you remember even the date and time of their occurrence for a long time. The grandness of the Grand Central is bewitching, sure, but for someone who’s been watching her diet, falling for a greasy Shake Shack burger dripping with molten cheese for breakfast was a bigger deal, momentous actually. This lapse in  judgement occurred at the basement of this station and I drew the evidence to remind myself of the guilt and also the extreme exultation that can only be derived from such indulgences.

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Fortitude – one of the marble lions guarding the New York Public Library / Le Carrousel in Bryant Park / St. Patrick’s Cathedral

From Grand Central, we walked to the New York Public Library and since you cannot conveniently sweep through its doors looking cool with a mug of Starbucks coffee, I got the time to sit outside, sketch Fortitude – one of the marble lions gazing despondently at 5th Avenue traffic and finish my beverage before trying my luck again and this time was checked in with an approving nod from the hawk eyed guard manning the door. The Rose Room, I saw a picture of in an inflight magazine accompanying an article (“Shelter from the Storm”) written by Pico Iyer on why visiting libraries make unique travel experiences was closed for restoration. I soothed my disappointment inside the map division. If they let me, this map lover could live there shuffling through the entire 433,000 sheet maps and 20,000 books and atlases until her hairs turned grey.

The afternoon was spent sitting on a wrought iron bench in Bryant Park, soaking the feeble sun and sketching a vintage looking carousel spinning around with shrieking children holding lurid pink cotton candies. And then, fortified by few minutes of meditative silence inside St. Patrick’s Cathedral, we dived into the sea of humans gathered at Rockefeller Centre to watch skaters glide over ice.

DAY 3

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Just Flatiron building on a rainy day.

For a long time I had this dream of sitting on a bench at Madison Square Park under a bright blue sky, amid dog walking ice cream licking New Yorkers and sketch the Flatiron Building, while yellow taxis would swish by. When that day came, rain was falling in sheets. And even though I stood under a green scaffolding tarpaulin by the road side for cover and tried to draw, every line on my sketchbook got smudged. The part about yellow taxis did come true though.

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Inside of Barnes and Noble on 5th Avenue where I spent a copious amount of time browsing through the Art section and people watching

We walked around Gramercy and Union Square both wet and dripping, and then I discreetly dried my socks under the table while eating naan and butter chicken at Dhaba, an Indian restaurant on Lexington Avenue. By evening the rain had stopped and a stroll on 5th Avenue watching Christmas decorations while munching on hot (and obnoxiously expensive) chestnuts bought from the sidewalk seemed like sweet redemption.

DAY 4

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Notes from a day spent in MOMA

It is hard to believe that a single blueberry muffin from Le Pain Quotidien got me through an entire day at MOMA but it shouldn’t be surprising because if you set an artist and an art lover free inside an institution that houses the works of every big name in the art world she can pretty much scrap the entire range of physiological needs in Maslow’s hierarchy and still look alive and jubilant. Since there was so much see and absorb, I could only draw a few of my favourites which include a Picasso sculpture called ‘Baboon and Young’ made from found objects like toy cars of the artist’s son, a jug and a spring from a car and a doll Picasso made for his daughter Maya out of wood, screws, paintbrush handle and rope. My absolute fav painter Henri Matisse’s Dance also remains captured in my sketchbook forever.

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Drinking Moroccan Mint tea at Irving Farm at Grand Central Station

The day that started on such a high note shouldn’t have ended with crappy noodles from a stall at Grand Central Station but that’s what’s special about travelling – unpredictability and the more you travel, the better become at dealing with it. I drank Moroccan Mint Tea from Irving Farm to mask the distaste.

DAY 5

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Grand Army Plaza

There was a food cart standing 5 feet behind me while I was sketching the Grand Army Plaza. The guy was grilling pieces of chicken on skewers and basting them with spices and selling them in between toasty buns. Unless you are a vegetarian, it is highly improbable that the smell of charred meat hasn’t sent your belly rumbling and tongue salivating. It’s reflex. While the prominent bronze-gilded equestrian statue of William Tecumseh Sherman should be the first image to pop in my head when I recall this scene, the only signal my brain sends me is the peppery, slightly burnt taste of kebab in my mouth. I can’t help feel a bit like Pavlov’s dog but the mind works in mysterious ways, is all am saying.

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Bethesda Fountain in Central Park

We moved on to Central Park which was soggy and brown, so I used my artistic licence to make the scenery seem more cheerful to the viewer just as a group of carollers near Bethesda Fountain did the same for me with their lilting voices.

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Bow Bridge, Central Park

We bought a pack of trail mix and simply walked. The trishaw and horse carriage drivers wondered if we’d like a ride but there wasn’t any rush to be somewhere or do something. We could wander around, sit on benches, read, draw and pretend for a little while that we lived just round the corner and came out for fresh air. Two amorous teenagers were greatly disturbed when I walked over to their spot to sketch the Bow Bridge and I could feel their eyes boring into my skull the entire time. I had to be really quick.

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I wanted to show this drawing in entirety because I combined two separate and interesting portions of Central Park together to look like one continuous scene on the sketchbook. Do not go looking for this – it’s staged!

DAY 6

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Mist Shrouded Manhattan Skyline from Brooklyn Heights

Remember Will Smith’s character in ‘I am Legend’, sole survivor of a man made plague wandering alone on the abandoned streets of New York looking exasperated and helpless? That was me after I emerged from the tube-lit subway station into the morning light of Brooklyn on Christmas day. Not a soul in sight, near or far. Part of me wanted to ride a train all the way to Times Square. The other, intrepid part said, “Go a little further, see what happens”.

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A horse from Jane’s Carousel / Lunch at Brooklyn Public House / Brownstone houses of Brooklyn Heights

What happened was, we saw a jaw-dropping sight from Brooklyn Heights promenade, a 557 m pedestrian walkway – the mist shrouded Lower Manhattan skyline. A grey fleece blanket rising up from East River was slowly eating up the line of high-rises. The sky was hanging low and closing in from above. I sat on a bench, zipped up my coat and started drawing urgently before everything was devoured and suddenly there were people around , at first kids zoomed in riding spotless bicycles right out of the wrapping paper and then their grandparents hobbled behind. A newly engaged couple leaned against the railing to get pictures clicked, a couple of joggers, (late) morning walkers and dogs followed. It was all right.

DAY 7

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New York’s Chinatown / Little Italy

A German scientist I met recently at a cooking school in Bangkok told me that he liked Singapore’s Chinatown more because the architecture matched the branding. In New York’s Chinatown ‘the businesses are housed in the same kind of tenement houses with fire escapes that you see all over the city’, he said. “Save for the signages with mandarin letters and the smell of dried fish and mushrooms, the sight of souvenir cats waving their paws and the sound of patrons gathered around round tables devouring dumplings, you wouldn’t even know that you walked into an ethnic neighbourhood”, he added.

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I tasted my very first Cannoli at Alleva / Trash and Vaudeville store at 4 St. Mark’s Place

Neighbouring Mulberry Street told the same story. From the outside it seemed that if you stripped Little Italy off its restaurant and shop signages selling Gelato, Cannoli and Mozzarella cheese and replaced them with Taj Mahal cutouts, fairy lights and pictures of women in saree holding a plate of butter chicken it could become Little India in no time. Nevertheless, I enjoyed these little pockets of ethnicity that tried so hard to stick out in a world that’s becoming increasingly homogenous. As a tribute I tasted my very first Cannoli not in Italy but at Alleva (see the sketch of the shop above ) in New York’s Little Italy and it was everything the lady at the counter promised.

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Signages of diverse businesses at St. Mark’s Place

In the evening we descended upon East Village which pre-gentrification was the historical home of many artistic movements and a haven for artists and bohemians and took a walk along St. Mark’s Place. The historic tenement houses lining the street and the immense diversity reflected in the businesses housed in them and the people walking by can get your pulse racing! There is so much see and absorb that to make sense of it all in one evening, I drew the signages that caught my eye, some of them being venerable names. The juxtaposition of multiple colours, unique fonts and design of these labels on the pages of my sketchbook selling an incredible variety of products or services expresses the vibe from that place.

DAY 8

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Bell of Hope which stands in the courtyard of St. Paul’s Chapel is rung to pay tribute to victims of terrorism.

Exploring the financial district on a weekend wouldn’t be such a good idea if not for the tourists, who fill in for the wolves of Wall Street therefore saving everybody from living the dreaded I am Legend scene I had to face earlier.  There was even a pretzel and hotdog cart in front of NYSE doing a decent business of relieving people of their copper. We started off with coffee and croissant at La Colombe and since you rarely come across cafes serving food and beverage in such exquisitely designed china, I documented that. Later we walked to St. Paul’s Chapel which became a spiritual and volunteer center after the WTC destruction and drew it before my fingers went numb in the cold.

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Pigeons fighting over pretzels at Battery Park / Fulton Underground Station / Hot Dog cart in front 0f NYSE

After sniggering at the crowd circling the Wall Street Bull (only cuz we’d been there, done that), we watched pigeons fight over pieces of pretzels at Battery Park. A silver haired one with a puffy chest went over to a puddle to drink some water after it snagged a morsel. Only a Seinfeld fan could get a chuckle out of that so I was pretty amused!

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About to watch The Nutcracker at Lincoln Centre  / Subway wisdom copied into my sketchbook

We watched The Nutcracker at Lincoln Centre from the 4th Ring seats which the Lonely Planet author was quite ambivalent about but that didn’t mar our anticipation or enjoyment. It was amusing to watch children accompanying their parents to the performance dressed in crisp white shirts, tiny black suits, ties and flowing dresses with matching shoes, trying to look as composed as their attire expected of them but invariably one or two would break free and run around the fountain or dance with flaying arms. On the way to dinner at Kefi, I came across this (see the poem above) pithy subway wisdom framed inside the train compartment.

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I found the leaf pasted here right in front of the souvenir cart selling hoodies

DAY 9

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Times Square

We went back to Bleecker street in West Village for one last walk, but not without a quick peek at Time Square to catch the prep work for the Ball Drop event on New Year’s Eve. The stage was halfway there, we could see the ball at its station and 2016 written on top of the building. This befuddling jungle of flashing billboards and gleaming high-rises and streams of cars and people continued to function timelessly and dazzle. I wanted a fistful of that to take home, so I drew.

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Brownstones on Bleecker Street / Lunch at Thelewala

DAY 10

Before catching the return flight we had time to explore a fraction of the treasures displayed at the MET. My favourite was the statue of Hatshepsut, the most successful female ruler of Egypt, c.a 1479 – 1458 B.C. It is interesting to note that she’s wearing the traditional attire of a Pharaoh, which was traditionally a man’s job, hence is made to look like a male king wearing false beard, kilt and such. For ancient Egyptians, the ideal king was a young man in the prime of his life. Depicting physical reality wasn’t important. Whoever held the title of  Pharaoh, whether an old man, baby or a woman, would be represented in this ideal form.

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The MET treasures

For dinner we had Shake Shack burgers with fries because that’s what the heart wanted and then we rode a train to the airport fully contented.

So there you have it – 10 days in New York City captured in 72 pages of this accordion sketchbook. Thank you for coming along and those who read the text till the end, sorry I didn’t put a ‘very long post ahead’ kind of alert at the top. Let me try again – Be warned, the photos ahead contain visual gloating.

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A month’s worth of hosting

Two grinning faces, actually three, including the portly Malay helper who was pushing my dad’s wheelchair ( probably happy from sighting relief beyond the arrivals gate) waved at us from the luggage carousel. I wrapped my scarf tightly around my shoulders; it wasn’t just the air-conditioning giving me chills.

Ever since we moved to Singapore, we’d been wooing our parents to visit us. Five years later and about a month ago, I and my husband set off one early morning to pick my parents up from the airport.

Baba sitting on the window sil and playing Scrabble first thing in the morning

Baba sitting on the window sill and playing Scrabble first thing in the morning accompanied by a cup of tea and two Jacob’s cream crackers.

Even though we keep in touch i.e virtually ‘nudge’ each other everyday when a scrabble move is due, it was thrilling to see my parents in person and most importantly find them emerge out of the immigration gates unscathed and unflustered.

Most first time visitors i’ve met wax lyrical about Singapore’s airport, it being one of the world’s best or at least rave/ rant about inflight food and entertainment, which make the usual post flight conversation, but my parents, and I should’ve known, drove straight to the point. “I can’t download Whattsapp on my tab, how soon can you fix it?” asked my dad as I bent down to embrace him and my mom said she had to pee, urgently.

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Mom fiddling with her phone or perhaps playing Scrabble but only as a last resort

Back home, unpacking and settling down went unexpectedly smooth. Making a tiny couple’s apartment habitable for 4, that too for a month wasn’t easy but after an extensive and exhaustive bout of spring cleaning (I am backslapping myself as I write this)  I had miraculously created space inside wardrobes, bathrooms, bookcase (since my dad travels with at least 6 books) and on the study table. Not only did I arrange for extra mattresses and linen, I also found clever nooks in the house to store these bulky items neatly without making our pad look any smaller.

Icing of the cake – my husband got a leaking pipe replaced the day before our guests arrived, so we were even mould-free. Only if the wooden door to our electrical closet – hoarding space for all displaced items in the house – would hold up for a month without crashing under pressure, we’d pass off as perfectly conscientious hosts.

Baba's Samsung Tab encased in a bright orange cover became a permanent fixture on this table because he would hog this charging point day and night.

Baba’s Samsung Tab encased in a bright orange cover became a permanent fixture on our TV table because he hogged this charging point for the entire duration of his stay.

The door did hold up for a month but circumstances didn’t. The thick pall of haze over Singapore (from forest fires in Indonesia) rendering the air quality ‘unhealthy’ compromised imminent sightseeing plans. A family emergency on my husband’s side needed him to fly out for 2 weeks the next evening, leaving two overeager elderly raging to make the most of their first visit abroad at the hands of their hapless daughter scrambling for plan B.

I didn’t have plan B. What I had instead  was this incipient fear. Retired folks like my parents being creatures of habit become petulant once their rhythm is upset.  How long until the fascination and wide eyed wonder of the new place started to wear off?  Surely the novelty of clean and safe roads, manicured parks, disciplined traffic, cars that didn’t honk and gave way to pedestrians and the miraculous ability to ‘drink water straight from the tap’ couldn’t keep them dazzled for a month? I had to give them a routine and get them to repeat it everyday till it became second nature.

And so I did.

Baba would often relate these simple yet pithy sayings that he read/heard somewhere. I thought of writing them down one day.

Baba would often relate these simple yet pithy sayings that he had read/heard somewhere. I thought of writing some down one day while he was so eagerly delivering them.

Mornings would be dedicated to tea and Jacob’s cream crackers. My trusty canary yellow teapot which sadly met its end in the line of duty, entertained my guests with countless cups of champagne coloured beverage from  Japanese Green Tea, Chamomile to lemongrass, lavender and Chilli Roiboos infusions. While I let the tea steep, my dad, always in white pyjamas and vest when indoors, would sit on the wide window sill and watch the constant retinue of cars, schoolchildren, infants in prams and fancy dogs being walked by their owners, all the while clutching his Samsung Tablet encased in a lurid orange cover.

If he made a word of considerable points in Scrabble, my level headed father, a man of few words and fewer displays of emotion would pump his fists into the air and let out a victorious cry – ‘yes, yes, yes’.  He’d also bite into his biscuits and dribble the crumbs on the floor. I started skipping all the double and triple words just to watch him get animated every morning, and then clean the floor inconspicuously with a brush and a dust picker.

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We would always watch a movie post dinner. Here’s my dad reading the book ‘Chanakya’s Chant’ and watching a hindi comedy flick on Youtube

My mom would sit on the sofa, propped against two cushions, sip her tea and either continue to read a particular travel article on Antarctica she’s been following or fiddle with her phone like the rest of us. Meanwhile I’d check the hourly psi readings and declare if it would be safe to venture out of the house. If all was fine, we’d quickly pick a place to visit and I’d try to convince dad to come with us and eventually get into an argument because he wouldn’t want to exhaust me by pushing his wheelchair and I wouldn’t want to leave him behind. Some days he let me win and some days I let him win, especially when I and mom wanted to go shopping.

Baba's precise infallible routine contains an hour of meditation twice a day. I've caught him nodding off couple of times while at it but he denies the accusation fervently.

Baba’s infallible routine contained an hour of meditation two times a day. I’ve caught him nodding off couple of times while at it but he fervently denies the accusation.

There were days when our mornings would stretch longer and take on a didactic tone with my dad drifting into a discourse about religion, spirituality and life in general and how to live it, occasionally concluding in pithy sentences drawn from the Gita, Vedas or his life’s experiences. My mom, having heard these before would contribute background score to his soliloquy in the form of soft snoring sounds.

On the days we stayed in, I’d cook an elaborate lunch, usually cuisines my parents were new to, from Greek Lemon Chicken, to Indonesian Red curry, Vietnamese Rice paper rolls to SriLankan Prawns. They’d always fuss over the dish when I laid it down on the table, saying how beautiful it looked and how good it smelled and then surreptitiously grab some ketchup for added flavour until I started sweetening my dishes more than my taste buds would allow.  We were getting along perfectly well.

Evenings would mean a walk (minus the wheelchair) to the park and then on to our neighbourhood Starbucks, where he'd first read his books and then play scrabble.

Evenings would mean a walk (minus the wheelchair) to the park and then on to our neighbourhood Starbucks, where my dad would read his books and update his scrabble moves. He’s very competitive and somewhat of a sore loser!

Around 3 in the afternoon, come rain or shine, my dad would hobble to a quiet corner in the house, spread a mat on the floor, set the timer for an hour and sit down to meditate. Though on several occasions I’ve found him in a state – shoulders slumped, back relaxed, head tilted forward, taking deep slow breaths – that could only indicate post-lunch dip, when confronted he would fervently deny the accusation and counter it each time with some iteration of ‘I could not have dozed off. I was alert the whole time’. I sketched him in the said posture one afternoon to tease him and also to prove my point but then didn’t have the heart to show it to him.

Nearly 10 years ago, a severe cerebral haemorrhage had permanently incapacitated my dad, rendering him unfit not just for his day job as a mechanical engineer at a Steel Plant but for performing simple tasks like buttoning his shirt or wearing a shoe. Then again, I haven’t met a more positive person who’s picked himself up from deathbed and constructed a life without regrets. Years of care, support and physiotherapy may have improved his situation by a minuscule percentage, the rest was his own doing, with sheer will power and conviction. I couldn’t trample on that, not even in good humour!

This is the trusty wheelchair that saved the trip - I had to draw it before returning, although the moment wasn't quite agreeable.

We had hired a wheelchair for a month to take dad around for sightseeing with ease. I had to draw it before returning it the next day.

Unless the haze was terrible, on most evenings I would take my parents to the neighbourhood park, where they’d spend a little time on a wooden bench watching people go about their businesses, and then walk another 150 meters to the mall to lounge at a cafe, listen to jazz, drink lattes, read books and most importantly, at least for my dad – play scrabble until dinner. Back home, we’d huddle on the sofa, put on a Satyajit Ray flick on Youtube and end the day in the throes of monochromatic Kolkata.

After my husband was back we did manage to take them around Singapore, and though it was precious to watch my parents get excited at every sight just as we did when we moved in here, it is the rhythm of our days together – the little tasks that cumulatively formed our routine –  that I’ve come to miss the most after they left. Goodbyes are hard and this one was too, but then again, ‘distance’ – however menacing it is in the beginning, is restorative eventually. With each passing day our memory fades out the disagreeable and holds in light only the best of times. Like when I taught my dad the phrase ‘ni hao‘ (‘How are you?’ in Mandarin) one day and he went crazy with it by testing it out on every unsuspecting cab driver, shop assistant, waiter and school kid that crossed his path till the end of their trip. It was incredibly funny!

 

 

 

Almost gutted

I was heading home after a long day when this charming old lady on Blair Road with teal coloured facade embellished with classical motifs and louvered windows fringed by waxy Frangipani leaves jumped out at me.

Giving credibility to my artist friends’ claims about my inclination towards a certain kind of sketch subject , that range from lighthearted banter – ‘show her shophouses and she’s all perked up’, ‘Shophouses..well, that’s her middle name‘ to exaggerated assertions like – ‘suppose she was bound, gagged and comatose, I bet she could still land a decent shophouse in her sketchbook‘ , I lingered and toyed with the idea of, well, sketching this shophouse.

A Blair Road terrace house with Frangipani in its courtyard

This Blair Road terrace house sketch came back from the dead

By the time I put pen to paper, sunlight was licking the last bar of the grilled gate. Construction workers from the renovation site next door had stopped hammering, hung their helmets and boots and were heading back in a group that moved like one composite unit of droopy shoulders and dragging feet. Except a house cat chasing a squirrel, I was alone on the street and the meditative silence brought out some satisfactory linework.

I went home and painted it.

And then I loathed it, with all my heart. Harder I looked, more limp and lifeless the painting became. Feeding it to the paper shredder seemed like the right thing to do, but I put it away and tried to pretend it never happened. But mistakes happen, more often than you like, in different shapes and forms and turns out you can’t quit the game and press ‘restart’ every time you make a boo boo. You need to step on them to climb to the next level. So I dug this one out after months in exile and retouched it today and guess what – I can finally live with it and move on!

 

I had never sketched SAM

with 400 people before.

Singapore Art Museum

Singapore Art Museum (SAM)

And though you don’t see them in my sketch (except three), I sense their proximity, energy and camaraderie even as I write this. Sketching this building was the last event on the last day of Urban Sketchers Symposium held in the last week of July. The late afternoon’s humidity was tinged with the bittersweet feeling of relief and impending gloom.

After 3-days of intensive sketching, art workshops and activities we were going to have our lives back. But the little bubble inside which we hung out with artists from around the world, sketched and played with paints from dawn till dusk, drew our food till it went cold, had nerdy discussions about art supplies and perspectives without anybody leaving the table, went giddy with excitement when shaking hands with our favourite artists and most of all got inspired and set lofty goals for ourselves a million times in a day would burst and the withdrawal symptoms would kick in.

But before all that happened, I was sketching SAM with 400 artists. We were like a full blown symphony orchestra sitting on low stools or plonked on hard concrete, each playing our own instrument, deftly, looking from time to time at the conductor in front of us for cues and making art together. That in itself was a pretty incredible feeling!

 

“Which part of India are you from?”

I’ve been asked this question countless times during my 5 years of stay in Singapore. In most cases it’s preceded by, “where are you from?” or just “you’re from India, right?” served with varying degrees of certainty reflected on the interviewer’s face.  It ranges from completely clueless to somewhat sure to ‘so sure I that can bet my life on this’.

For some, my one word answer seems sufficient. Whether they’re in the know or probably don’t care much, the conversation drifts to other things.

On the other hand, anybody who’s been to a yoga retreat in Himachal, read Shantaram or was gifted a miniature Taj Mahal would go a little further and ask which part of the country I’m from. ‘Kolkata’ or Calcutta, however I say it, would draw blank stares. It’s mostly downhill from there. I watch them plunge into the deep recesses of their minds, trying to find something that remotely looks, smells, sounds or feels like the word I had just uttered. The pressure of offering a quick rejoinder seems like trying to diffuse a bomb only seconds away from exploding.

This yellow building on Selegie Road houses Mr. Bean's cafe which is open 24 hours for 365 days.

This yellow building on Selegie Road houses Mr. Bean’s cafe which is open 24 hours for 365 days.

You’ve got to act now and hope for the best. The first answer the mind contrives becomes their opening salvo. “Last year, my friends took a train from Delhi to Varanasi. Is it near any of those places?” No ; “Near Nagpur, maybe? I heard a lot about Nagpur’s oranges!” Nope, (also the orange part was irrelevant); “Goa, then? Goa’s in the west, dude; “How about …Kerela?” South.

It doesn’t bother me when people don’t know about the place I come from. I like them for trying to connect with me on some common ground, making suggestions, sometimes with pleading eyes because if I can give them one approving nod, they can finally attribute some definitive qualities (albeit oversimplified) to my being. They can identify, label and file me away in their memories.

But till they do, I enjoy this anonymity because in that short window of time you can be what you are without being overshadowed with what you should be. It doesn’t last long though, not in this day and age. Just the other day, standing under the shade of this huge tree (see the sketch above), somebody asked the question, and got really chirpy upon hearing my answer. “Man, you guys love your fish, don’t you? So is it the season for Hilsa yet?

See what I mean?

 

 

 

 

Whimsical Vowels

Sunday evenings are rife with the sweet pain of separation. The sought after ‘weekend’ buoyant and alive in your arms a moment ago grows listless and impatient as the day proceeds. You already feel the tug and in utter despair try finding ways to stretch whatever time you have with one another.

In our case, it leads to a frantic internet search for cafes, preferably somewhere we’ve never been to and can spend the evening there, reading, lounging, chatting, eating and drinking, and of course sketching till the staff puts away their aprons and chef hats and the ‘open’ sign on the front door has been flipped. In short, a place where we could save ourselves from moping till bedtime.

AEIOU Cafe

AEIOU Cafe sketch closeup

The success rate of finding such a place maybe abysmal – if the ambience works, the coffee disappoints; if coffee’s good, the chairs are stiff; if the chairs are comfy, the staff maybe unfriendly – but we do get lucky sometimes. Last week’s search yielded the names of few interesting places in the Jalan Besar area, out of which we picked ‘AEIOU’ because it’s been popping on my newsfeed a lot lately.

AEIOU Cafe

AEIOU Cafe sketch: Of all the items that were on my table and around me, I picked out some at random and designed an illustration that expresses the wonder I felt sitting among such outlandish and whimsical decor

If this cafe was a person, I’d imagine him wearing mismatched socks with self doodled converse shoes paired with black suit, pinstripe shirt and his grandfather’s beret.  He’d also have a ponytail, dyed purple and a satchel fashioned out of discarded denims or burlap sacks slapped across his shoulder. He’ll stand out in a crowd but is oh-so-sure of himself. And in the midst of gawking at this interesting bloke and trying to make sense of his persona, if you simply extend your hand, he’ll take it warmly and make you feel comfortable. That is how we felt for the rest of the evening.

AEIOU Cafe - close up

AEIOU Cafe sketch close up

“Look at our table – it’s made out of a grilled window!”, whispered my husband. The glass in which his drink appeared was a chopped off portion of Grey Goose Vodka bottle. About us were mismatched old fashioned chairs, battered drum working as a flower vase, robots made out of tin cans that used to hold salad oil, hanging lamps made of kettles and toolboxes, pipes and window frames, suspended hot air balloons that doubled as decorative plant holder, jaded 70s furniture with funky paint on them and so much more that even before we ordered, I started sketching this whimsical mess and became extremely unsociable until the ‘root vegetable fries’ arrived. My husband picked out the potatoes for himself and piled the yams and sweet potatoes on my side. This sneaky underhand tactic worked only because I loved the taste of my side of tubers.

AEIOU Cafe sketch closeup

AEIOU Cafe sketch closeup

In another two hours I finished sketching over several cups of green tea. Reluctant to leave just yet, we ordered dinner with enough apprehension. If the food was meh I would’ve let it slide because you can’t tick all the boxes plus we were already having a good time. My chicken burger with a light salad atop a dino shaped wooden platter was gourmet standard. So it scored a last minute place in the sketch before the calls of ‘last order’ came and with it all the signs and signals of closure.

Monday was inevitable and looming large. We were ready.

 

Seeing anew

Three years ago, Pico Iyer, whose travel writings and essays I’m immensely fond of shared one of his travel habits at the Singapore Writer’s Festival. He said that he carries a pocket notebook with him at all times, in which he jots down everything he sees, smells, hears or feels in the destination he arrives at.

The Symposium name tag now decorates my bookshelf

The Symposium name tag now decorates my bookshelf

This makes sense because, first impressions are the freshest opinion of our new surroundings, our immediate reaction, and they as I have found out on my travels, are stark, honest feelings with frighteningly short shelf lives. If not recorded in some way, the initial shock, joy, disgust, intrigue, wonder, distaste, humility upon arriving at new shores gets diluted with each passing day to their watered down versions. The longer we stay, the initial discord with our surroundings which birthed such emotions in the first place gets ironed out, persistently, until one day we numb them and call ourselves acclimatised or acculturated.

View of Purvis Street from Killiney Kopitiam

I’ve sketched Purvis Street a million times, but never this inside out view from Killiney Kopitiam – which by the way is my favourite haunt for lime juice and french toast with a ‘view’. I like how trying to see the same place differently forces you to think outside the box! This view of Purvis street framed by the arch of the five foot way is now one of favourite sketches.

I have a copy of the 50th anniversary edition of MFK Fisher’s Art of Eating, that has a quote by Ruth Reichl, a former restaurant critic of the New York Times. She wrote to someone who was about to familiarise himself with the legendary author’s writing, “I can’t tell you how much I envy you the joy of reading Mary Frances for the first time”. 

Whether good or bad, joyous or gut-wrenching, there is always this innate sense of ‘feeling alive’ found in first impressions. And a sense of loss, lament and envy when it passes us as swiftly as it came and moves to the next person fresh off the boast, whose eyes you can see are glinting, vision focussed, ears pricked and spine upright. Only a few days ago, Singapore was inundated with people of this kind, who’d flown in from 36 different countries with their clean slates (minds and sketchbooks, both) to participate in the annual Urban Sketchers Symposium.

Waterloo Street

This beautiful building on Waterloo Street was cordoned off and workers were restoring it. Though nobody I asked could say what it was used for, I was happy that instead of getting bulldozed it’ll be repurposed.

As you can see from the picture of my symposium name tag, I was part of this interesting motley, but more than witnessing their supreme artistic talents which I already knew about, I was interested in knowing their first impressions of Singapore. ‘How do you find it?’ is what I repeatedly asked everybody I met, yearning to see what these people saw, hear what they heard and try to feel what they felt, even a little bit to dust off the ennui that comes from living in a place for long.

‘You live in a paradise and don’t even know it’; ‘It’s so futuristic’; ‘..no political tension, clean, safe, peaceful, what else does one need’; ‘the heat and humidity is killing me’, ‘when it rains, it really pours’, ‘what comes through is the generosity of its people’, ‘for a country so young, I didn’t expect to witness such rich cultural heritage’ and so on is what I heard.

View from the Kampong Glam Cafe

Bussorah Street, in Kampong Glam probably gets one of the highest footfalls in Singapore. Most photos and drawings of this street are of the front on view of the Sultan mosque. Here I tried to tell the story from a different angle by seeing differently. Sure there’s a hat tip to the mosque on the right, but the focus is on the sketchers in the foreground who form a part of the scene itself. This was drawn from the Kampong Glam Cafe.

What I saw was hundreds of interpretations (there were about 400 participants) of the very sights we pass by on our way to work, schools, cafes or foodcourts and each one of them – from drawings of clothes drying on bamboo sticks sticking out of HDB buildings, elderly uncles eating noodles, religious motifs of the Hindu temples to the ‘New Moon’ branded red and yellow umbrellas on Waterloo street – jabbed at my metaphorical blinkers.

The final blow came from watching a symposium participant crouched on the floor of the Bras Basah building, making an extraordinary drawing of an ordinary stationary shop I never spared a thought for only because I had depleted my well of wonder.

The Sultan Mosque in Kampong Glam

The Sultan Mosque in Kampong Glam. Every visitor in Singapore probably has this view locked in their camera or recorded in their sketchbooks. I have one too but didn’t stop me from sneaking in another one!

The three days of the symposium, packed with workshops, lectures, demos, activities and mass sketchwalks with international artists should’ve left me motivated and inspired, which it did, amply, but that’s not it. My little stint as faux tourist in the place I live has armed me with the ability to see things anew or at least believe in its possibility! The sketches I’ve posted here are of sights I had blatantly ignored before but starting to notice like the building on Waterloo Street or those I’ve seen, visited and drawn aplenty, only now I try to see them differently and draw them from different angles like the ones on Purvis Street and Bussorah Street.

Truth be told, I’d never have a second ‘first impression’ of Singapore, but I’m glad I figured ways to reinstate some of that curiosity and wonder I felt when I first arrived at her shores.